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Healing: Day 4 … and also: Brownies!

Here we are on Day 4. Yesterday I complained that my digestion seemed to have stalled. Well, it’s fixed! It’s the best it’s been in four years, which – well, it’s hard to explain just how huge that is.

My skin on day 4 of recovering from a coconut/nut allergy reaction

My skin on day 4 of recovering from a coconut/nut allergy reaction

My skin is improving every day, and the ulcers and blisters everywhere else are much better, too.

Also, my headache has improved no end.

I have to confess that I did not go to Pilates this morning. For one thing, I only stopped work at 1AM, and the prospect of getting up at 5AM was more than I could manage. But also, the aching around my right ovary, while improving, is not actually better. And Pilates makes it worse.

I have a cunning plan, though. I will either unearth my Pilates DVDs or find a good YouTube Pilates channel, get up early every morning, and do it here. Then I should get stronger, and maybe in a month or so I can go back.

Because I’m back to eating clean, obviously sugar is off the list. And dairy. And with them, chocolate.

A life without chocolate is chaos.

So yesterday I had no choice but to make brownies. As you do.

If you’ve been here a while, you’ll know that I’m a HUGE fan of Chocolate Covered Katie, and her no-bake brownies are The Bomb! Since I can’t have nuts, though, I had to improvise. I have tried a range of seed substitutes, but actually the best solution was what I did last night: simple sunflower seeds.

This is the easiest recipe ever, and these chocolatey heavenly squares of goodness are the most amazing snack/soul food ever.

sugar-free dairy-free gluten-free vegan browniesHere’s my variation of Katie’s no-bake gluten-free sugar free dairy-free low-carb vegan brownies of awesomeness


  • 250g dates, soaked in black filter coffee for 20 – 30 minutes
  • 1 cup of sunflower seeds, thoroughly smooshed in the blender
  • 6 tablespoons of cocoa
  • 2 tsp unsweetened brewed black filter coffee (because coffee)
  • 1 pinch of salt
  • 1 tsp vanilla essence (optional – I’m not a fan personally)


  • Blend everything together until it makes a smooth paste (and, as an aside, can someone please donate me a totally awesome blender than smooshes the living daylights out of seeds and dates?)
  • Line a baking tray with wax paper.
  • Spread the smooshed goodness you’ve just created all over the wax paper.
  • Exercising every ounce of self-control you can muster, leave the mixture in the fridge for two hours to firm up.
  • Cut it. Serve it*. Eat it.

*Note: serving does not imply sharing. Just saying.



Starting Somewhere

Establishing a baseline for pending life changesDay 2 of the blog challenge, and day 2 of eating really clean. (Does coffee count?)

My raging headache has matured into a simmering migraine, and I’m actually thinking of taking a short nap.

I thought I’d get the week started with some stats so that I can track my progress.


I weigh 66kg and I’m a size 36. Not that I am specifically looking to lose weight, but it helps to know where I’m starting.


I apply rubbing alcohol to my suppurating blisters every morning and evening. If you imagine this would sting a little, you’re wrong. It burns like Billy-Oh and takes every ounce of willpower I have not to say the very bad words I’m thinking.

I follow that with calamine lotion.

Throughout the day, I apply Silver Genesis Skin Hygiene Super HydroGel, which seems to be, basically, colloidal silver suspended in aloe vera gel. It seems to be improving things:

bad skin - day 2

Update on my bad skin – day 2

There’s still a long way to go, though. I have to present a marketing strategy to the board at one of my clients’ this evening, and so far I have no idea how I will look presentable for this.

Other than that, I take a combo of vitamins every day, including Staphysagria powder from my homeopath. I also take a fairly potent probiotic, and L-Lysine every morning. The rest includes something foul-tasting called fulvic acid, drops for digestion and drops for immunity from the homeopath, and Doc Frank’s Business Owner Booster (BOB):

  • L-Carnitine
  • Chrome
  • Magnesium
  • Selenium
  • Zinc
  • Vitamin B complex
  • Vitamin D3
  • Alpha-lipoic acid
  • Coenzyme Q10

Every evening I swallow a capful of colloidal silver.

Besides these things, I do Pilates once a week, and I’m supposed to do homework every day. I usually do the homework, but I’m pretty sure I’m not doing it right. I think I’m going to give the Pilates a break, because it hurts my lower back and makes the ache in my gut/ovary worse.

And I get way too little sleep – an average of 4-6 hours a night. I usually do nothing but sit at my desk working, fetch kids from school, and buy groceries. Every day of every week; every month of the year.

So that’s where we’re starting from.

Let’s see how it goes from here.



h o t - a i rIf you’re still reading this very sparsely and inconsistently updated blog, then consider this fair warning: things are about to get really dull.

This is for two reasons. First of all, I’ve set myself the goal of blogging every day for the next thirty days. (No, I’m not really sure why …)

Second, I am restarting my SCD plan.

It’s been four years (almost to the day) since I started my SCD journey. (It starts here.)

It lasted just on a year, and it was one of the most effective years of my life. I lost weight. I had energy. My skin cleared up* (sort-of). And my brain worked. Also – my digestion worked.

The thing is, towards the end of that year on SCD, my skin actually stopped being clear in what can only be described as a very dramatic way. It’s a bit too gross to describe in a public forum  but basically, I had break-outs everywhere.

It took a long time to get to the bottom of that skin issue. Eventually, it turned out that I had developed an allergy to coconut. Maybe I always had one. I don’t know. The point is, now I can’t eat coconut.

That’s a little bit of a challenge, because coconut and nut flours form the basis of most of the SCD recipes that aren’t simply meat and vegetables.

Anyway, since getting to the bottom of the coconut thing, my skin did clear up. I have eased up on the eating plan and basically just follow a gluten-free eating plan now.

It includes potatoes and potato crisps. It also includes gluten-free flour, baked goods,  pasta, and pizza bases. The upside is that I picked up some of the weight I lost on SCD. Then some more. Then all of it. Then some more again.

At which point it stopped being an upside.

I also slowly started introducing dairy products, like cheese and yoghurt. The yoghurt (no matter how whole and pure, and even goat’s milk yoghurt) makes my throat, nose and chest close up. So that’s off the list.

Everything else seemed to be okay, but in recent months I feel like my health has steadily declined again. (Of course, it could be all the late nights. My gut is bloating and something that feels very like my right ovary is incredibly sore pretty much all the time.

On Wednesday I ate a gluten-free rusk, without checking the ingredients (#RookieMove!). It had coconut and nut flour. By the end of the day my jaw line had started to itch. The next morning, I had itchy bumps lining the lower part of my face, and the skin had started turning red.


bad skin 17 Jul 2016

My Skin on Day 1

Now, Sunday, my face is a mess. It’s itchy and blotchy and ugly – and all from just one stupid rusk. Which actually tasted a lot like chipboard, if I’m honest.


So here’s the plan: SOMETHING in my diet is hurting and fogging my brain, growing my gut, scarring my face, and causing me belly pain.

So it’s back to SCD. Except without any dairy, nuts, or coconut. Which leaves meat, veg … and maybe some seeds. We shall see.

This is day one.


Detox Day 3: intermittent failure and a clear head

Coffee. Productivity in a cup. Well, mug. Well - pot, really.

Coffee. Productivity in a cup. Well, mug. Well – pot, really.

Let’s recap the detox: Day 3 started badly. We both ached from head to toe and sported pounding headaches, rank breath and scratchy throats. Our voices were croaky, and clean teeth and fresh water did little to improve matters.

Faced with a large, greasy breakfast, I felt ill and battled to finish it. In fact, I couldn’t, and gave my excess bacon to Goldilocks. Who even knew there was such a thing as excess bacon?? Staggering out of bed late, we were only eating breakfast by 8:30, and I doubt we even made it to 9AM before I caved and made us coffee. Bulletproof, of course.

Oh. My. Word. Sweet hot ambrosia that wipes away the pain and badness of – well, everything. I confess that I chased the first delicious cup with a second, and then everything was right with the world. Armed with confidence, energy and a clean(ish) intestine, the girls and I tackled the mammoth task of sorting out their rooms. Not only did we tidy them – we switched the beds from one to the other, and threw away an entire bin bag’s worth of debris! And it only took us three hours – unaided by male assistance, I hasten to add.

It was amazing.

Then I made lunch, went shopping, got some work done, and we spent some family time huddled around the TV, watching Chuck. As you do. Red Riding Hood has decided to become a spy. Obviously. I think the role would suit her. She can be enigmatic if she wants to. And black certainly looks great on her.

Work was so much easier, since I had a clear brain and could focus on what was most important, and what needed to be done next.

We had our customary, doctor approved cheat of tiny avos and small amounts of biltong in the mid afternoon, but by seven o’clock we’d caved utterly. I guess it’s my fault for making what is arguably the best ever crustless quiche. Or maybe just the best food starving people have ever tasted. And yes, I know. We were hardly starving. We were weak and yielded easily to the temptation of the overfed.

Sunday morning was a doddle. We woke up refreshed and energised, ready to tackle a caffeine-fueled day, and be awesome. A big breakfast (with coffee) was followed after Church by raw nut and dried fruit bars from DisChem. Lunch comprised absolutely amazing omelettes, stuffed with fied onions, sautéed mushrooms and delicious cheese. And supper was chicken stew cum bone broth and boiled / steamed veg.

All in all, it was delicious, and we certainly feel cleaner and more focused. Papa Bear can concentrate better than ever (except the last time he did SCD with us); his mood is better, and he’s lost 4kg! (I, on the other hand, lost nothing, and made no progress whatsoever towards sorting out my little problem. Which, frankly, is so disheartening that I’m thinking of seeing a doctor.)

Last night I sat and made a comprehensive list of what I need to achieve this month. It’s doable, and having it all laid out in front of me makes me feel confident that I can and will achieve it, and that it’s manageable, rather than overwhelming. Which is definitely what I felt before I did that.

I’ll write a separate post on the Elexoma.

Intermittent Fast: Day 2



You’d think a “fast” that includes a healthy plate of bacon and eggs very day would be a doddle.

It ain’t.

This morning, we woke up late. And we felt awful. Wracked from with pain from head to toe, and sporting killer headaches, we were not happy campers.

We ate our breakfast and even survived the ginger tea – which I normally love. But it just isn’t coffee.

We used the Elexoma CES programme, and I even used the sinus programme, to try and get the headaches in line. But after painful throbbing all morning, and completely fuzzy brains, we gave in and each had a (doctor-approved) aspirin.

It helped.

I am far from perky and bright, but I feel a whole lot cleaner. I’m holding out hope that by Sunday we’re refreshed and renewed.

We shall see.

Self-experimentation: Elexoma, Intermittent Fasting and GAPS

Starting today, we’re using ourselves as guinea pigs. We’ve gotten our hands on a second hand Elexoma device (thanks, Doc Frank!). We’re using it to help us with

  • Anxiety
  • Migraines
  • Concentration
  • Exhaustion
  • Insomnia
  • Tics
  • And anything else it can take care of.
Elexoma - close up

Elexoma – close up

Here’s what the Elexoma site has to say on the site:

How can a little device make people happy?

Well, no one knows exactly how it works, but it has been clearly proven that the Elexoma Medic increases the energy inside the neurons by 500 to 800%. The brain uses this extra energy to improve performance. Furthermore, tests have shown that the emotional (irrational) part of the brain is subdued by treatment, while the rational part is stimulated (more about this later). In other words, the Elexoma Medic gives the brain the energy it needs to perform better, and creates an environment fit for best rational and creative performance.

Here is what one study found:

A 386% increase in attention span test results after just 20 minutes of a single CES treatment in healthy volunteers
– Southworth S, A Study of the Effects of Cranial Electrical Stimulation on Attention and Concentration, Integrative Physiological and Behavioral Science, 1999, Vol 34:1, 43-53.

Papa Bear, Goldilocks and I have all used it today. So far, we’re more relaxed and concentrating better. And we’re happier generally. The various cysts on my body are throbbing and painful – they feel as though they want to burst.  My tics feel more marked, and I have a one: a strange hand twisting thing that vaguely resembles a very strange and pedantic sign language. I haven’t heard, yet, what Goldilocks’ experience is, but Papa Bear said he’s feeling happy and chilled out.

Intermittent Fasting

Doc Frank has also given us an interesting, and very unusual fast. We do get to eat – but only once a day. (Breakfast, as you can imagine.) You get one meal, comprising as many eggs as you’d like, bacon, and thick organic plain greek yoghurt. No coffee. No alcohol. No sugar of any kind – even fruit or honey.

(The girls aren’t doing this, of course. They’re going gluten free, but that’s the extent of it. )

(Well, they were … until Papa Bear bought them each a Steers Burger.)

So, this morning around 7AM we treated ourselves to bacon and eggs and delicious yoghurt. It was awesome. We didn’t feel hungry until around 3PM … and in fairness, we didn’t feel hungry then, either – we were ravenous. So (I confess) we snuck a few sneaky strips of bacon. I hope it’s not too big a cheat. We shall see.

We’re on the fast for three days, and then we launch GAPS. I’d love to tell you aboutit … but frankly, I’m a little woozy from the fast.

(It really makes me think hard about those folk who have so little to eat, and have to get a day’s work done. Yikes.)


You can heal your life

Last weekend I had the privilege of meeting a phenomenal artist. Just as an aside, she lent me a book called “You can heal your body”, by Louise Hay. I’d never heard of the book or the author before. Oh my word. Mind: blown.

It’s amazing. There’s a long list in the book showing what your physical symptoms and ailments are the result of, and how to change your thinking to fix them.

So, because I’m in that “heal-y” place I mentioned before, here’s the list of our family’s most common ailments, what caused them (most likely) and how to heal yourself with thought. (Yes, I wrote them all out. Three times, actually. I am COMMITTED!)

I’ll keep you posted on the results.

You Can Heal Your Life – The List

(Download the .pdf)

Problem Probable Cause New Thought Patterns
Abdominal cramps Fear; stopping the process I trust the process of life. I am safe
Accidents Inability to speak up for the self. Rebellion against authority. Belief in violence. I release the pattern in me that created this. I am at peace. I am worthwhile.
Aches Longing to be loved. Longing to be held. I love and approved of myself. I am loving and lovable.
Acne Not accepting the self. Dislike Of the self. I am a divine expression of life. I love and accept myself where I am right now.
Addictions Running from the self. Fear. Not knowing how to love the self. I now discover how wonderful I am. I choose to love and enjoy myself.
Adrenal fatigue Defeatism. No longer caring for the self. Anxiety. Sever emotional malnutrition. Anger at the self. Overproduction of crushing ideas. A feeling of being overpowered. mental imbalance. I love and approve of myself. It is safe for me to care for myself. I lovingly take care of my body, my mind and my emotions. I lovingly balance my mind and my body. I choose thoughts that make me feel good.
Alcoholism What’s the use? Feeling of futility, guilt, inadequacy. Self-rejection I live in the now. Each moment is new. I choose to see my self-worth. I love and approve of myself
Allergies Who are you allergic to? Denying your own power. The world is safe and friendly. I am safe. I am at peace with life.
Ankles Inflexibility and guilt. Ankles represent the ability to give and receive pleasure. I deserve to rejoice in life. I accept all the pleasure life has to offer.
Anal itching Guilt over the past. Remorse. I lovingly forgive myself. I am free.
Anxiety Not trusting the flow and the process of life. I love and approve of myself, and I trust the process of life. I am safe.
Apathy Resistance to feeling. Deadening of the self. Fear. It is safe to feel. I open myself to life. I am willing to experience life.
Appetite – excessive Fear. Needing protection. Judging the emotions. I am safe. It is safe to feel. My feelings are normal and acceptable.
Arthritic fingers A desire to punish. Blame. Feeling victimised. I see with love and understanding. I hold all my experiences up to the light of live.
Arthritis Feeling unloved. Criticism, resentment. I am love. I now choose to love and approve of myself. I see others with love.
Asthma Smother love, inability to breathe for oneself. Feeling stifled. Suppressed crying. Fear of life. Not wanting to be here. It is safe now for me to take charge of my own life. I choose to be free. This child is safe and loved. This child is welcomed and cherished.
Athlete’s foot Frustration at not being accepted. Inability to move forward with ease. I love and approve of myself. I give myself permission to go ahead. It’s safe to move.
Back – lower Fear of money. Lack of financial support. I trust the process of life. All I need is always taken care of. I am safe.
Back – middle Guilt. Stuck in all that stuff back there. “Get off my back”. I release the past. I am free to move forward with love in my heart.
Back – upper Lack of emotional support. Feeling unloved. Holding back love. I love and approve of myself. Life supports and loves me.
Bad breath Anger and revenge thoughts. Experiences backing up. I release the past with love. I choose to voice only love.
Belching Fear.Gulping life too quickly. There is time and space for everything I need to do. I am at peace.
Blackheads Small outbursts of anger I calm my thoughts and I am serene
Blood pressure – low Lack of love as a child. Defeatism. “What’s the use? It won’t work anyway.” I now choose to live in the ever joyous NOW. My life is a joy.
Body odour Fear. Dislike of the self. Fear of others. I love and approve of myself. I am safe.
Bowel problems Fear of letting go of the old and unneeded. I freely and easily release the old and joyously welcome the new
Breast problems A refusal to nourish the self. Putting everyone else first. Over Mothering. Overprotection. Overbearing attitudes. I am important. I count. I now care for and nourish myself with love and with joy. I allow others the freedom to be who they are. We are all safe and free.
Breathing problems Fear or refusal to take in life fully. Not feeling the right to take up space or even exist. It is my birthright to live fully and freely. I am worth loving. I now choose to live life fully.
Buttocks – loose Loss of power I use my power wisely. I am strong. I am safe. All is well.
Candida Feeling very scattered. Lots of frustration and anger. Demanding and untrusting in relationships. Great takers. I give myself permission to be all that I can be. I deserve the very best in life. I love and appreciate myself and others.
Canker sores (mouth ulcers) Festering words held back by the lips. Blame. I create only joyful experiences in my loving world.
Car sickness Fear. Bondage. Feeling of being trapped. I move with ease through time and space. Only love surrounds me.
Carpal tunnel Anger and frustration at life’s seeming injustices. I now choose to create a life that is joyous and abundant. I am at ease.
Cellulite Stored anger and self-punishment. I forgive others. I forgive myself. I am free to love and enjoy life.
Cold sores Festering angry words and fear of expressing them. I only create peaceful experiences because I love myself.
Colds Too much going on at once. Mental confusion, disorder. Small hurts. I allow my mind to relax and be at peace. Clarity and harmony are within me and around me. All is well.
Colon Fear of letting go. Holding onto the past. I easily release that which I no longer need. The past is over, and I am free.
Colitis Insecurity. Lack of ease of letting go of that which is over. I am part of the perfect rhythm and flow of life. All is in Divine right order.
Congestion Inflamed family environment. Arguments and yelling. Sometimes silent. I declare peace and harmony within me and around me. All is well.
Conjunctivitis (pink eye) Anger and frustration at what you are looking at in life I see with eyes of love. There is a harmonious solution, and I accept it now.
Constipation Refusing to release old ideas. Stuck in the past. Sometimes stinginess. As I release the past, the new and fresh and vital enter. I allow life to flow through me.
Coughs A desire to bark at the world. “See me! Listen to me!” I am noticed and appreciated in the most positive ways. I am loved.
Cramps Tension. Fear. Gripping, holding on. I relax and allow my mind to be peaceful.
Crying Tears are the river of life, shed in joy as well as in sadness and fear. I am peaceful with all of my emotions. I love and approve of myself.
Cysts Running the old painful movie. Nursing hurts. A false growth. The movies of my mind are beautiful because I choose to make them so. I love me.
Cystic Fibrosis A thick belief that life won’t work for you. “Poor me.” Life loves me, and I love life. I now choose to take in life fully and freely.
Deafness Rejection, stubbornness, isolation. What don’t you want to hear? “Don’t bother me.” I listen to the Divine and rejoice at all that I am able to hear. I am one with all.
Depression Anger you feel you do not have a right to have. Hopelessness. I now go beyond other people’s fears and limitations. I create my life.
Diabetes Longing for what might have been. A great need to control. Deep sorrow. No sweetness left. this moment is filled with joy. I now choose to experience the sweetness of today.
Diarrhoea Fear. Rejection. Running off. My intake, assimilation and elimination are in perfect order. I am at peace with life.
Dizziness Flighty, scattered thinning. A refusal to look. I am deeply centered and peaceful in life. It is safe to be alive and joyous.
Dry eye Angry eyes. Refusing to see with love. Would rather die than forgive. Being spiteful. I willingly forgive. I breathe life into my vision and see with compassion and understanding.
Dysmenorrhea Anger at the self. Hatred of the body or of women. I love my body. I love all my cycles. All is well.
Earache Anger. Not wanting to hear. Too much turmoil. Parents arguing. Harmony surrounds me, I listen with love to the pleasant and the good. I am a center for love.
Edema (fluid retention) What or who won’t you let go of? I willingly release the past. It is safe for me to let go. I am free now.
Endometriosis Insecurity, disappointment and frustration. Replacing self-love with sugar. Blamers. I am both powerful and desirable. It’s wonderful to be a woman. I love myself and I am fulfilled.
Epilepsy Sense of persecution. Rejection of life. A feeling of great struggle. Self-violence. I choose to see life as eternal and joyous. I am eternal and joyous and at peace.
Eyesight: farsighted Fear of the present. I am safe here and now. I see that clearly.
Eyesight: shortsighted Fear of the future I accept Divine guidance and am always safe.
Fainting Fear. Can’t cope. Blacking out. I have power and strength and knowledge to handle everything in my life.
Fat Oversensitivity. Represents fear; shows a need for protection. Covers hidden anger. Shows resistance to forgive. I am protected by Divine love. I am always safe and secure. I am willing to grow up and take responsibility for my life. I forgive others, and I create my own life the way I want it. I am safe.
Fat belly Anger at being denied nourishment It is safe for me to create all the love I want.
Fat hips Lumps of stubborn anger at the parents I am willing to forgive the past. It is safe for me to go beyond my parents’ limitations.
Fat thighs Packed childhood anger. Often rage at the father. I see my parents as loveless children and I forgive easily. We are both free.
Fatigue Resistance, boredom, lack of love for what one does. I am enthusiastic about life and filled with energy and enthusiasm.
Fibroids Nursing a hurt from a partner. A blow to the feminine ego. I release the pattern in that attracted this experience. I create only god in my life.
Foot problems, pain Fear of the future and of not stepping forward in life. I move forward in life with joy and ease.
Frigidity Fear. Denial of pleasure. A belief that sex is bad. Insensitive partners. Fear of father. It is safe for me to enjoy my own body. I rejoice in being a woman. Sex is life force
Fungus Stagnating beliefs. Refusing to release the past. Letting the past rule today. I live in the present moment, joyous and free.
Gallstones Bitterness. Hard thoughts. Condemnation. Pride. There is joyous release of the past. Life is sweet, and so am I.
Gas pains Gripping. Fear. Undigested ideas. I relax and let life flow through me with ease.
Genital problems Worry about not being good enough I rejoice in my own expression of life. I am perfect just as I am. I love and approve of myself.
Glandular problems Poor distribution of get-up-and-go ideas. Holding yourself back. I have all the Divine ideas and activity I need. I move forward right now.
Gout The need to dominate. Impatience. Anger. I am safe and secure. I am at peace with myself and others.
Gray hair Stress. A belief in pressure and strain I am at peace and comfortable in every area of my life. I am strong and capable.
Halitosis Rotten attitudes, vile gossip, foul thinking. I speak with gentleness and love. I exhale only the good.
Hay fever Emotional congestion. Fear of the calendar. A belief in persecution. Guilt. I am one with ALL OF LIFE. I am safe at all times.
Headaches Invalidating the self. Self-criticism. Fear I love and approve of myself. I see myself and what I do with eyes of love. I am safe.
Herpes simplex (cold sores) Burning to bitch. Bitter words left unspoken. I think and speak only words of love. I am at peace with life.
Hip problems Fear of going forward in major decisions. Nothing to move forward to. I am in perfect balance. I move forward in life with ease and with joy at every age.
Hirsutism Anger that is covered over. The blanket used is usually fear. A desire to blame. There is often an unwillingness to nurture the self. I am a loving parent to myself. I am covered with love and approval. It is safe for me to show who I am.
Hyperactivity Fear. Feeling pressured and frantic. I am safe. All pressure dissolves. I AM good enough.
Hyperventilation Fear. Resisting change. Not trusting the process. I am safe everywhere in the Universe. I love myself and trust the process of life.
Hypoglycemia Overwhelmed by the burdens of life. “What’s the use?” I now choose to make my life light and easy and joyful.
Indigestion Gut-level fear, dread, anxiety, Gripping and grunting. I digest and assimilate all new experiences peacefully and joyously.
Ingrown toenail Worry and guilt about your right to move forward It is my Divine right to take my own direction in life. I am safe. I am free.
Insanity Fleeing from the family. Escapism, withdrawal. Violent separation from life. This mind knows its true identity and its creative point of Divine self-expression
Insomnia Fear. Not trusting the process of life. Guilt. I lovingly release the day and slip into peaceful sleep, knowing tomorrow will take care of itself
Itching Desires that go against the grain Unsatisfied. Remorse. Itching to get out or get away. I am at peace just where I am. I accept my good, knowing all my needs and desires will be fulfilled.
Kidney stones Lumps of undissolved anger. I dissolve all past problems with ease.
Knee problems Stubborn ego and pride. Inability to bend. Fear. Inflexibility. Won’t give in. Forgiveness. Understanding. Compassion. I bend and flow with ease and all is well.
Laryngitis So mad, you can’t speak. Fear of speaking up. Resentment of authority. I am free to ask for what I want. It is safe to express myself. I am at peace.
Lymph problems A warning that the mind needs to be recentered on the essentials of love. Love and joy. I am now totally centered in love and joy of being alive. I flow with life. Peace of mind is mine.
Menopause Fear of no longer being wanted. Fear of aging. Self-rejection. Not feeling good enough. I am balanced and peaceful in all changes of cycles. And I bless my body with lvoe.
Menstrual problems Rejection of one’s femininity. Guilt, fear. Belief that the genitals are sinful or dirty. I accept my full power as a woman and accept all my bodily processes as normal and natural. I love and approve of myself.
Migraine headaches Dislike of being driven. Resisting the flow of life. Sexual fears (can usually be fixed by masturbation) I relax into the flow of life and let life provide all that I need easily and comfortably. Life is for me.
Miscarriage Fear. Fear of the future. “Not now – later.” Inappropriate timing. Divine right is always taking place in my life. I love and approve of myself. All is well.
Mono Anger at not receiving love and appreciation. No longer caring for the self. I love and appreciate and take care of myself. I am enough.
Mucus colon (spastic colon) Layered deposits of old, confused thoughts clogging the channel of elimination. Wallowing in the gummed mire of the past. I release and dissolve the past. I am a clear thinker. I live in the now in peace and joy.
Nail biting Frustration. Eating away at the self. Spite of a parent. It is safe for me to grow up. I now handle my own life with joy and ease.
Narcolepsy Can’t cope. Extreme fear. Wanting to get away from it all. Not wanting to be here. I rely on Divine wisdom and guidance to protect me at all times.
Nausea Fear. Rejecting an idea or experience. I am safe. I trust the process of life to bring only good to me.
Neck problems Refusing to see other sides of a question. Stubbornness, inflexibility. It is with flexibility and ease that I see all sides of an issue. There are endless ways of doing things and seeing things. I am safe.
Nervous breakdown Self-centredness. Jamming the channels of communication. I open my heart and create only loving communication. I am safe. I am well.
Nervousness Fear. Anxiety. Struggle. Rushing. Not trusting the process of life. I am on an endless journey through eternity, and there is plenty of time. I communicate with my heart. All is well.
Nose bleeds A need for recognition. Feeling unrecognised and unnoticed. Crying for love. I love and approve of myself. I recognise my own t true worth. I am wonderful.
Nose – runny Asking for help. Inner crying. I love and comfort myself in ways that are pleasing to me.
Nose – stuffy Not recognising the self-worth. I love and appreciate myself.
Osteoporosis Feeling there is no support left in life. I stand up for myself, and Life supports me in unexpected, loving ways.
Overweight Fear, need for protection. Running away from feelings. Insecurity, self-rejection. Seeking fulfillment. I am at peace with my own feelings. I am safe where I am. I create my own security. I love and approve of my self.
Pain Guilt. Guilt always seeks punishment. I lovingly release the past. They are free and I am free. All is well in my heart now.
Parasites Giving power to others, letting them take over. I lovingly take back my power and eliminate all interference
Phlebitis Anger and frustration. Blaming others for the limitation and lack of joy in life. Joy now flows freely within me, and I am at peace with life.
Plantar wart Anger at the very basis of your understanding. Spreading frustration about the future. I move forward with confidence and ease. I trust and flow with the process of life.
Post-nasal drip Inner crying. Childish tears. Victim. I acknowledge and accept that I am the creative power in my world. I now choose to enjoy my life.
PMS Allowing confusion to reign. Giving power to outside influences. Rejection of the feminine processes. I now take charge of my mind and my life. I am a powerful and dynamic woman! Every part of my body functions perfectly. I love me.
Prostate problems Mental fears weaken the masculinity. Giving up. Sexual pressure and guilt. Belief in aging. I love and approve of myself. I accept my own power. I am forever young in spirit.
Psoriasis Fear of being hurt. Deadening the senses of the self. Refusal to accept responsibility for own feelings. I am alive to the joys of living. I deserve and accept the very best in life. I love and approve of myself.
Rash Irritation over delays. Babyish way to get attention. I love and approve of myself. I am at peace with the process of life.
Rheumatism Feeling victimised. Lack of love. Chronic bitterness. Resentment. I create my own experiences. As I love and approve of myself and others, my experiences get better and better.
Rheumatoid arthritis Deep criticism of authority. Feeling very put upon. I am my own authority. I love and approve of myself. Life is good.
Round shoulders Carrying the burdens of life. Helpless and hopeless. I stand tall and free. I love and approve of me. My life gets better every day.
Sagging lines Sagging lines on the face come from sagging thoughts in the mind. Resentment of life. I express the joy of living and allow myself to enjoy every moment of every day totally. I become young again.
Sciatica Being hypocritical. Fear of money and of the future. I move into my greater good. My good is everywhere, and I am secure and safe.
Seizures Running away from the family, from the self, from life. I am at home in the Universe. I am safe and secure and understood.
Shoulders Represent our ability to carry out experiences in life joyously. We make life a burden by our attitude. I choose to allow all my experiences to be joyous and loving.
Sinus problems Irritation to one person – someone close I declare peace and harmony indwell me and surround me at all times. All is well.
Skin protects our individuality. I feel safe to be me.
Skin problems Anxiety, fear. Old buried guck. I am being threatened. I lovingly protect myself with thoughts of joy and peace. The past is forgiven and forgotten. I am free in this moment.
Snoring Stubborn refusal to let go of old patterns. I release all that is unlike love and joy in my mind. I move from the past into the new and fresh and vital.
Sore throat Holding in angry words. Feeling unable to express the self. I release all restrictions and I am free to be me.
Spasms Tightening our thoughts through fear. I release, I relax, and I let go. I am safe in life.
Spastic colitis Fear of letting go. Insecurity. It is safe for me to live. Life will always provide for me. All is well.
Spinal curvature The inability to flow with the support of Life. Fear and trying to hold on to old ideas. Not trusting life. Lack of integrity. No courage of conviction. I release all fears. I now trust the process of life. I know that life is for me. I stand straight and tall with love.
Stiff neck Unbending bullheadedness. It is safe to see other viewpoints.
Stiffness Rigid, stiff thinking. I am safe enough to be flexible in my mind.
Stomach problems Dread. Fear of the new. Inability to assimilate the new. I digest life with ease. Life agrees with me. I assimilate the new every moment of every day. All is well.
Stuttering Insecurity. Lack of self-expression. Not being allowed to cry. I am free to speak up for myself. I am now secure in my own expression. I communicate only with love.
Swelling being stuck in thinking. Clogged, painful ideas. My thoughts flow freely and easily. I move through ideas with ease.
Teeth problems Long-standing indecisiveness. Inability to break down ideas for analysis and decisions. I make my decisions based on the principles of truth, and I rest securely knowing that only right action is taking place in my life.
Thrush Anger over making the wrong decisions. I lovingly accept my decisions, knowing I am free to change. I am safe.
Tics and twitches Fear. A feeling of being watched by others. I am approved of by all of Life. All is well. I am safe.
Tinnitus Refusal to listen. Not hearing the inner voice. Stubbornness. I trust my higher self. I listen with love to my inner voice. I release all that is unlike the action of love.
Toes Represent the minor details of life. All details take care of themselves.
Tonsillitis Fear. Repressed emotions. Stifled creativity. My good flows freely now. Divine ideas express through me. I am at peace.
Ulcers A strong belief that you are not good enough. What is eating away at you? I love and approve of myself. I am at peace. I am calm. All is well.
Urinary Infections Pissed off. usually at the opposite sex or a lover. Blaming others. I release the pattern in my consciousness that created this condition. I am willing to change. I love and approve of myself.
Vaginitis Anger at a mate. Sexual guilt. Punishing the self. Others mirror the love and self-approval I have for myself. I rejoice in my sexuality.
Varicose Veins Standing in a situation you hate. Discouragement. Feeling overworked and overburdened. I stand in truth and live and move in joy. I love Life, and circulate freely.
Viral infections Lack of joy flowing through life. Bitterness. I lovingly allow joy to flow freely in my life. I love me.
Vomiting Violent rejection of ideas. Fear of the new. I digest life safely and joyously. Only good comes to me and through me.
Weakness A need for mental rest. I give my mind a joyous vacation.
Whiteheads Hiding ugliness. I accept myself as beautiful and loved.
Yeast infections Denying your own needs. Not supporting yourself. I now choose to support myself in loving, joyous ways.

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